After all your dreams come true. You’ve become numb. You shouldn’t have ever stopped dreaming.”
I’ve been roaming the world heartbroken since the late 90s when my high school sweetheart went to the prom on the arm of a nigga that sold drugs, with our baby in her stomach. Well, at least I thought it was my baby, but I’m sure it could have been his baby too. I reacted, her parents rushed her to the chop shop. Looking back, I’m glad I don’t have that girl for a baby mother.
The thing about heartbreak is that a lot of people feel like it makes you numb, like once you heal your heart forms scar tissue that will prevent you from feeling again, but thats not true. Julie Johnson said, having a broken heart, “means you feel it all more. With your heart in fragments, every sensation is sharper, every emotion more acute.”
When a person becomes blind to love their other emotions pick up the slack and start to perform on a higher level. I’ve been blessed to be heartbroken at least 5 times, and I’ve loved 3 other women that I left with a broken hearts and a left mountain of others ladies I never cared enough to look back at the damage I caused. All this provided me with a shit ton of stories and knowledge to help fuel BlogXilla.com to bring me to where I am today and make me a better man, better boyfriend, a better person.
I’m a man who flew a helicopter to a billionaire’s man cave to talk to Will Smith about my father being so poor he didn’t want to name me Henry Julius Valentine III because that name sounded a lot richer than we were. I’m a man who gets offended when service at The Hilton Doubletree doesn’t compare to the hospitality at the Four Season. I’m a man who gets really upset when a reality star is late for an interview because Oprah showed up on time, but has no problem letting the her suck me off and swallow as compensation for being tardy.
I’ve done and seen so much that very little impresses me anymore. And just when I think that I’ll never feel anything again, Amber Rose and Kim Kardashian take the best selfie I’ve ever seen and I realize that God is working in my life and is going to personally escort me to greatness.